The apple has many level as it has many layers.. and it all happened from the smoothed colored top to the core of it's fruit.
Dear she was/is and dear she had to be.. she is the one that exile herself by her shame of father grace, she is the one that fell from grace..
Sparkle note: This is the story I have wanted to share a long time, is it a very terrifying aspect I kept deep inside.. and it had haunted me.. when I first appeared online I use the name sindy* as my handle name.. all along I was hiding.. Hiding from my past.. never wanted to face me... yet I know I cannot continue this journey unless all is healed of myself.. I know I have hurt my father and his kingdom, and I know am back here to heal myself as this aspect needs to have air to breathe ...my journey continue.. and this is my story as my energy flow in timeless cords.
Ma who's spirit pure and smiled like the summer(Sumeria)- sun
(one of her stories) was the father dearly loved child, there was something about ma that father couldn't place, she would do great things with her mind which was common to all the gods but she had her own "thinking" that she had called "Emotion". Ma had her own way and so she would really get things done the way she wanted it to be done. da(god of light-positive) whom was her brother also loved her wished to have known this energy but couldn't place it... her first and wise brother that which was pa(god of dark-negative) could only have dreamt of it by trying himself to developed the emotional skilled that ma owned.
Ma due to her emotional ways brought havoc to the gods... instilling them with the energy of such destruction.....it was her fault yet it was theirs as they wanted to know how it felt, they wanted to taste the sweetness of this energy called emotion.. ma gave it to pa which was the first brother then she gave it to the second brother da... The brothers began to fight as it was corrupting their own energy as one was only of dark and the other of light. The gods begun to feel as never before.. they began to have sub energies that emotion spout out...it was turmoil in the kingdom(heavenly war).. the fight got so tensed that it broke off into another dimension(big bang); a leak that flooded out from the first universe.. and there was for the first time another universe which was soon to called Matter (mother universe) it was given birth from the light and dark and emotion of ma* It is there those three (3) aspect of creator starts and it is there all our stories lives....it is there we all come to be called "flesh"(suit/container/embodiment) ...It is these beings that we seek to find.... to understand....but to understand is to know what is energy...if we don't know who we are and where we came from, we will not know where we are going and we will never know who we are..... therefore we will flow in blindness(unbalance)....we are in the time of education/knowledge and we will know-remember* It is all part of the awakening.
At present no man or woman are truly of ma energy nor light and dark energy as a whole.. what man is feeling is called the "experiment" that had happened during the early movement of the central sun. The central sun is the home to energies>< it is a place where the original energies are that which is light/dark/emotion as single (one) and also called the source - in this(3d) dimension it is all three (3) energies in "one" which is in humans (suit/container/embodiment).. humans are indeed the perfect energies in all the universes...and when we fully understand this.. we will become our own creator in a new thought form*- who's stopping us? Ourselves!
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